The Day I thought The Words Had Stopped

The day I thought the words had stopped because anxiety is horrible and it holds no prisoners it is without mercy and it is there niggling at you for attention like a toddler demanding attention 24 hours a day.I have been tasked in finding a joy list that’s however not a list of people called Joy though when I meet back with my nice therapist lady I will tell her I know a couple of people called Joy such is my humour.

Joy is tea and how I love my tea so much so that I have to travel with tea bags just in case there is some sort of  world wide teabag shortage and I may only have the last few teabags left on the planet .

Joy is getting out and about either on your own or with the ones you love or ( moderately like ;-)

And I have been getting out and about and I had truly thought s the words had stopped that my creative abilities had been nipped in the bud much like my promising Tennis career ( which wasn't much as I never got selected for the school Tennis team ever and I was always selected last for Rounders )

Joy is communicating online with friends from all round the world be it Twitter, facebook instagram ( I don't do Snapchat I think it's a Generation gap thing ! I mean I don't quite get Millenial speak at the best of times my University age son has one of those light up messageboxes and the message on it lately has been "Have a Dope day !" And this apparently means have a duplicate day.

Joy is sunshine and a mustard coloured jumper 

Dinner Dinner Bat Cat

Everyone as the song goes wants to be a cat  ( and of course everyone want to be me )


And a cat like me ( you never see Batman and a black cat together now that tells you something ) 

should never me made to wait as they will take it out on kitchen roll or toilet roll if you don't respond to their wishes asap currently it the cat verus kitchen roll/toilet role score is

Cat 1

Kitchen/toilet  roll 0


Obviously this isn't a fair match and the kitchen/toilet  roll hasn't been trained like Rocky and has a very atmospheric theme tune to boot and really quite honestly I think the Eye of the Tiger is more suited to a cat anyway. I mean as a cat it should be my tune !!

It’s meow sic to your ears !

My human thinks I don’t know they’ve put Aldi cat food into a Sheba box but I do > blooming Brexit putting up prices of my prefered food. You simply just can’t get the staff nowadays which is utterly scandalous!

How I am Coping As A Late Diagnosed Autistic Person

How I coping with being a later in life autistic person I think ok except for a few extenuating factors which are out my control.

What happens when you lose yourself in a murk of a situation that's beyond your control a situation where you're not just being left alone where it a a very close to home issue , it is hard but I am wading through treacle and the moment and I am clutching back control.The situation is not going to go away but I am the one who says what is acceptable to me , I don't mean to be evasive but it is a family situation and I was on the brink of absolute collapse.

Even if I wasn't Autistic I would find the situation very hard to cope with , you see when you're autistic sitautions can overwhelm you and clog your sensory processing you simply don't have the energy to think , move or breath you're swamped.And of late I am have snapped and I am a very calm person but when your buttons are pushed and pushed you reach that point where you say no more I need to be me.

And on the subject of being me I have so missed the funny me the serious me the humorous me the whimsical me in a nutshell me. Myself I love being me and the though of being me again fills me with absolute pleasure as now I feel kiddy as a kipper though that situation is still there like and I can't control that.

What I love about me is the ability to be me and I’m very unique indeed, I’ve got to not key thing drag me down and that’s easier said than fond of late.

What I do absolutely love is the ability to talk to people on line I truly think it’s one of my life lines.And people messaging to see how I am is very much appreciated and it doesn’t make me feel overwhelmed.

Cats Need Boxes

Cats need boxes or do boxes need cats ? I feel I only stuff for the box it really is like I’m my cats dealer.If there’s a box then there’s a cat to fill it as the magical lure of an empty box is just to strong for any cat .The size of the cat doesn’t matter and neither just the box as there is no such thing as the correct cat to box ratio

For what is a cat without a box just like Batman without Robin and Superman and Lois Lane.A cat may be more slightly Genghis Khan on occasions and voluntarily plot your downfall or maybe just on purpose!

Constantly waiting for an opportunity to bring about your demise ...

When you don’t win an argument...

When you’re trying to play it coy about wanting something..

A Very Unbreakfast to me !

Ever had a un meal ?

  

No you say ?

I believe that everyone should have an un meal once in a while.

What is my meal this afternoon ?

It is an "unbreakfast" why stick with convention , you are only constrained with your food if you think about it !

Take my day today : an uninspiring breakfast , a pub lunch of a simple which took them absolutely ages to bring to my table . The knock on effect of this was it meant it was to late to do my planned tea , so what to do?

Looking at my Alice in Wonderland tea cups I instantly knew ; a "Mad Hatters tea party" I cried . I always adore to put my own spin on events so thereupon a "Mad Hatters Tea Party" became a "very unbreakfast to me" instead of a very "unbirthday to me" as the Mad Hatter cried at his tea party.


Alas no butter was added to the pocket watch and neither was it dunked into the tea as I very much doubt Mr T would have let that happen to his prized pocket watch ! though there could have been a sleepy door mouse in the tea pot.

This un breakfast includes croissants,muffins and butter from Morrisons ,  I applied to Britmums to be one of their #Morrisonsmum, they also have #MorrisonDads . We were asked to shop at out local store for a Bank Holiday shop and were given £80 worth of vouchers to do so. 

Today was my new start, I 'd shopped before going away to a blogging conference from Saturday till Sunday  and I knew that Mr T wouldn't starve due to Morrisons new prices and so I was able to get more food for my money. While I was away Mr T had cooked himself chicken Kiev , new potatoes and fresh carrots but had he taken a photo no ( I shall be hitting him with a big big spoon as that will hurt more )

"This is the start of a new cheaper Morrisons. From today, we’ve cut the prices on over a thousand of your favourite products. Not temporary reductions or supermarket smoke and mirrors, these are new every day low prices on the things you buy every week. So you’ll notice the difference with every shop. And although we’re cutting prices, we’re not cutting corners. You can check our pricing at www.Morrisons.com/pricecuts. You’ll still get award-winning meat and fish, still get trained butchers and bakers, still get the best of fresh on Market Street and still get friendly Morrisons service. Look out for the yellow markers when you shop in store and online atmorrisons.com. If it says I’m cheaper you know it’s staying cheaper. "